Day 19 Writing Challenge: My First Love

            I feel like I've wrote about this too many times lol so I'll just tell you things that I haven't tell you yet.

            It all started in around last quarter of 2015 I think. I was participating as a committee in an event which held by my faculty, called JAMS. It was held in Gandaria City Parking Lot. Honestly I was taking no part of that event, but my friend called in and he said he needed my help, so I delivered. Anyway I've got no friends in that event, other that the one that said needed my help of course. And I'm not a chatty one, so yeah I just wanted to come and be helpful to the event.

            Fast forward, the sun was setting, the crowd was starting to fill the spaces, and we were slowly but surely getting to the end of the show. People are drowning in euphoria. I was just there, standing alone in the crowd, making sure that the show was complying to the schedule. When I was standing there, I see a girl, at that time I didn't know who that is. But I'm sure she is one of my junior in college. I was staring at her and got me thinking; "She's cute". The only problem was that I didn't have any courage to come and talk to her. So I just looking at her id and saw her name. Oh her name is Cindy.

            It wasn't hard to find her Line account, because we were in the same group. I added her, and do nothing. Why? Because I didn't have the guts to say hi. So my plan was just staring at her and admire her appearance. I like her appearance, somehow. She is pretty and cute.

            Fast forward again, I was so shocked to see that she greeted me first, asking about random thing, at late night. From there, we chatted a lot. At our first "date" it was so awkward because she knew that I was his senior in college. It took me like a-good-4-month for me to finally ask her to be my +1, and it took her a-good-2-week to reply.

            The rest is easy, I wrote it everywhere. I cannot say that our time was the best, but we had our moment. We got through a lot, because I was too emotional. Well sorry, I was still very young and I don't know how to do things, and I was her first boyf as well. I cannot speak for her but I enjoyed our time when we get together, apart from our fights. I really like her because she laugh at my jokes, she is caring, and she really paying attention to details. But I was too blind and to young to see that.

            She is my first love because it was my first time I really care about someone, the first time I told myself that I want to make her my priority. But it's a shame that I cannot show her my intention clearly.