Jurnal, May 17th 2017: Benang Merah

Tell me what i don't know
Show me what you feel
Give me no excuses
Talk about everything

     I don't wanna try to give
     all the blame on you
     Just wanna know if there
     nothing left for me to do

Swimming down again our love apart
Seeking for the buzz
What's on your mind
Something that so clear

     I know there's something wrong
     But we're still young can't blame nobody
     I guess all we need is time
     But it is time that we don't have

I never told you i was fine
Can't talk too much, you got no time
Everything was going to fast
It's not my fault that we were there

Jurnal, May 9th 2017: For You, For The Sake of Us

People may call me a quitter
But at least I know when to quit
I could keep you at that times
In fact, probably I should
But instead I let you loose

     It's not that I don't love you
     I said it many times
     More than I counted sheep before my sleep
     That I do

I may play tough
But I'll let you know that it was rough
Many nights I stay awake
Wondering if you're alright

     It is future that I don't find
     It is me that you don't need

Jurnal, May 3rd 2017: For The Sake of Us

I only knew her for a blitz
But it's so hard to forget
Although it's far and hard to reach
I'm gonna keep her in my thoughts

     It's on the way that she moves
     It's in the way that she talks
     It's in the way that she laughs
     I don't deserve those golds

Far beyond the sea
I will look for you
And every time I see the past
I can see the future in her eyes
It quite reminds me the same love

Jurnal, May 1st 2017: For Her

Knocked me down to the floor
When you said you gotta wait
It's a real love that I find
When I saw her in my mind
Wanting you so much when I see you smile
Arrow through the heart when you say goodbye