Minggu, 12 Januari 2020

Jurnal, December 12th 2020: Behind The Scene

Loneliness is not about numbers
It is not about how many people surround you
It is about how you feeling about the existence of others

I cut ties with many people
Friends, relatives
Does that make me feel lonely?
Strangely, no

I stop expecting anything from people
I start to realize that I make my own happiness
Not them
I learn to accept that I am alone

I stop listening to what people say
Why would you do that anyway
Listening to their opinion
They don't care about you
And to tell the truth, they don't matter to you

They don't feed you
They don't pay your bills
They don't provide you shelter
Yet lot of you still listen to what others' think

I stop scrolling through the timelines
I stop craving to know what people up to
I stop knowing anything that I don't need to know
I stop seeking for attention
I start paying attention
To everything and everyone that matters